well i'm being a lil bit emo & frusfrated at this moment ..
i just drove out and came back ..
i was suppose to go down to accomplish my assignment with my friends in mcd ..
on my way down , only i got to know that one of my friend purpose to rush me go down just because to fetch him from mcd to jeti .. what the hell ? think i'm your driver ? I still haven't calculate with you the way you spoke to me last night .. I really think this guy got mentally disable problem .. I thought was to go down do assg .. okay my wrong was being late, but i had no choice my dad need the car .. still if he would beg me or ask for a favor earlier i might fetch him go .. but he didn't , instead rush me to go down.. when i ask him why are you so urgent ? he reply me you have to fetch me n my friend to jeti .. owh so that's the reason .. i straight msg him and said i'm not going anymore cause my purpose to go down is not for assignment but to be your *ahmad* .. you know what go die ! .. i dun care whether i'm typing alot of broken english / grammar cause i really need to express out ..
now a days i could hardly find a real friend to talk with .. i miss tracy =( .. but she is so far away .. hardly can contact her .. she 's back this week but i'm in cameron aiks ..
i'm not quite sure is me the one being sensitive or not .. i do have great buddies, sometimes i still wonder what they're.. is hard to explain.. i'm not saying they're bad is just you don't really get them, like what they want and what they are thinking .. obviously i am sad that i couldn't celebrate merdeka with them this year , so this few days i wanted to find them , but guess they're busy with their stuff .. we're just great together , we can't share the same things and cry together .. maybe because my brother and sister left my house when i was young, so i don't really like staying at home alot .. cause i don't have anyone to talk to or share my thoughts .. sometimes i do get jealous seeing some of my friends are so close with their siblings .. maybe because of that i really treasure some of my great friends and want to hang out with them most of the time ... i rarely had girlfriends in my college .. mostly i mix with my guys mates .. some of my class girls kinda anti me which i duno why .. talking behind my back sometimes .. crazy thinking la me .. sweatness .. i shall just stop here .. atleast i did express my feelings bit here to my lovely blog .. hahah i felt better .. ;) hope for the best ..
i can'twait for 2010 .. heheh
i just drove out and came back ..
i was suppose to go down to accomplish my assignment with my friends in mcd ..
on my way down , only i got to know that one of my friend purpose to rush me go down just because to fetch him from mcd to jeti .. what the hell ? think i'm your driver ? I still haven't calculate with you the way you spoke to me last night .. I really think this guy got mentally disable problem .. I thought was to go down do assg .. okay my wrong was being late, but i had no choice my dad need the car .. still if he would beg me or ask for a favor earlier i might fetch him go .. but he didn't , instead rush me to go down.. when i ask him why are you so urgent ? he reply me you have to fetch me n my friend to jeti .. owh so that's the reason .. i straight msg him and said i'm not going anymore cause my purpose to go down is not for assignment but to be your *ahmad* .. you know what go die ! .. i dun care whether i'm typing alot of broken english / grammar cause i really need to express out ..
now a days i could hardly find a real friend to talk with .. i miss tracy =( .. but she is so far away .. hardly can contact her .. she 's back this week but i'm in cameron aiks ..
i'm not quite sure is me the one being sensitive or not .. i do have great buddies, sometimes i still wonder what they're.. is hard to explain.. i'm not saying they're bad is just you don't really get them, like what they want and what they are thinking .. obviously i am sad that i couldn't celebrate merdeka with them this year , so this few days i wanted to find them , but guess they're busy with their stuff .. we're just great together , we can't share the same things and cry together .. maybe because my brother and sister left my house when i was young, so i don't really like staying at home alot .. cause i don't have anyone to talk to or share my thoughts .. sometimes i do get jealous seeing some of my friends are so close with their siblings .. maybe because of that i really treasure some of my great friends and want to hang out with them most of the time ... i rarely had girlfriends in my college .. mostly i mix with my guys mates .. some of my class girls kinda anti me which i duno why .. talking behind my back sometimes .. crazy thinking la me .. sweatness .. i shall just stop here .. atleast i did express my feelings bit here to my lovely blog .. hahah i felt better .. ;) hope for the best ..
i can'twait for 2010 .. heheh
